Smoked
Sooo, looks like I did lose my guy to Halo 3.
Kidding.
Stuff happens. It needed to happen. Plus, I need a break from my serial monogamist ways. That stuff is exhausting. The fact that serious relationships are also a gamble doesn’t help either.. You invest so much into something that you can still lose in the end.
Anyways, I can’t believe there’s wildfire in Irvine. Sunday night I came home from work at 10pm and was on evacuation watch the rest of the night. And I had to go to work this morning despite of the smoke and ashes everywhere outside. We could smell it inside and our eyes were dry from it. My boss didn’t even show up but insisted that we continued working until we saw some fire. I think I’m not exaggerating when I say I have the meanest boss alive. I finally left at 2, cos I was going crazy calling the hotline to ask if my house needed to evacuate.
Last night the fire was visible from the major cross streets close to my house but I only have this picture my friend John took this morning:
October 22nd, 2007 at 10:54 pm
“The fact that serious relationships are also a gamble doesn’t help either.. You invest so much into something that you can still lose in the end.”
That’s a sad line..
Let it come at it’s time. Don’t worry about it. It’s not like you’re gonna die, right? Meanwhile, live to the fullest, smile to the fullest, laugh to the fullest, and make sure you enjoy every single second out of your life. literally.. every single second..
October 24th, 2007 at 12:12 am
well, i guess it wasn’t all a waste. i did have fun while in the relationship. i’m just tired of ending something and starting over.. then end then start over again…